Irving Penn

RIP.


http://www.nytimes.com/2009/10/08/arts/design/08penn.html

Disney gave me unrealistic expectations about love

nom nom nom.

MY september issue

Well my aim was to eat healhier today.
Not worked. All i've eaten so far today is porridge for breaskfast. So much for putting my plan into action. I wanted to eat better - not stop eating all together.!!

Excited: for the septmber issue in cinemas.!!!

I'm in love.....

.....with the Marc Jacobs A/W 2009 bag collection. Not just one, or even two...ALL of the bags. They are totally gorgeous and If I could, I would have every single one of them.

Si tu pisses partout t'es pas Chanel du tout

I vow to myself nearly everyday to do this, do that, eat better, exercise, do things I love more etc. But it always never seems to stick.

It always looks better in black and white, on paper, but never in reality.

Recently i just seem to be eating for the sake of it. Because i'm bored. I know plenty of people that do this, but when it's you partaking in this explicit act of greed - it always seems a million times worse.
I've bought numerous diet books or read up on so called miracle cures for losing weight and toning up - and i can never seem to find the energy or enthusiasm to actually stick to at least one of them.
It's just typical of us girls to moan about weight or how we look etc, and I for one am terrible for doing this.
I'll look at myself in the mirror and feel dissapointed in myself, which I know is silly, but it's a girl thing to do.

So as of tomorrow - new diet starts. I hope. I'm determined to stick to it (and not merely to get thinner, but to stay healthy too)

Right now though, just the thought of salad is putting me off. I'd much rather be eating a big fat tub of Ben & Jerrys and watching some chick flick on the tv.

I don't suppose the media helps girls views on weight. One minute a celebrity is too fat or chunky, and then the next, their too skinny. You just can't win. So i'm not doing this for anyone but myself. Call it re-assurance and a self-esteem boost.

At least when i'm at work my attention is taken away from feeling hungry and driven more towards the fact that I need to sell lot's of pairs of denim.

......although a bar of chocolate would go down a treat now.!!






Pissing everywhere isn't very Chanel - Karl Lagerfeld

Today...

has dragged somewhat. I have no idea why, it just feels like the longest day in a while. Had to watch a dvd at work this morning about 'Diesel'. At first I was worried i'd find it boring, but i actually really enjoyed it and learnt quite a lot.

Since starting my blog, i've found myself watching people on the streets of Manchester like a hawk. Seeing what everyones wearing and how their wearing it.


I'm excited for SATC2 - especially seeing all the photos coming out......

Oui Oui Paris.!

A weekend here right now would be heaven.