It always looks better in black and white, on paper, but never in reality.
Recently i just seem to be eating for the sake of it. Because i'm bored. I know plenty of people that do this, but when it's you partaking in this explicit act of greed - it always seems a million times worse.
I've bought numerous diet books or read up on so called miracle cures for losing weight and toning up - and i can never seem to find the energy or enthusiasm to actually stick to at least one of them.
It's just typical of us girls to moan about weight or how we look etc, and I for one am terrible for doing this.
I'll look at myself in the mirror and feel dissapointed in myself, which I know is silly, but it's a girl thing to do.
So as of tomorrow - new diet starts. I hope. I'm determined to stick to it (and not merely to get thinner, but to stay healthy too)
Right now though, just the thought of salad is putting me off. I'd much rather be eating a big fat tub of Ben & Jerrys and watching some chick flick on the tv.
I don't suppose the media helps girls views on weight. One minute a celebrity is too fat or chunky, and then the next, their too skinny. You just can't win. So i'm not doing this for anyone but myself. Call it re-assurance and a self-esteem boost.
At least when i'm at work my attention is taken away from feeling hungry and driven more towards the fact that I need to sell lot's of pairs of denim.
......although a bar of chocolate would go down a treat now.!!
Pissing everywhere isn't very Chanel - Karl Lagerfeld
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