I really am the most retarded person when it comes to feelings.
I have no idea why I put myself in a position where I can just get knocked down over and over.
And I do it everytime.!

From now on, I'm keeping everything to myself. I will tell no-one how I feel. I'll tell no-one what i'm doing/thinking etc.
That way, i can't get hurt.

eugh.

4 sleeps. :) xx