Long day.

today has been a long one.
Worked. Felt ill. Paid my phone bill. The usual.
Time for a quiz.
Im excited for summertime NYE.

What did you have for breakfast: Cornflakes. Boring.

What makes you smile: People who i love. People I can trust.

Why do you smile: Because it makes me feel good inside.

What is the weather like out side: Dark. Icy. Cold.

What or who makes life worth living: My best friends, and the person that gives you butterflies :)

What do you like better, colored pencils, crayons, or markers: Crayons. Make me feel like a child again.

What have you been labeled as:i have no idea.

Do you think you are a nice person: i think i am. I hope everyone else agrees.

What is the worst pain you’ve ever felt: Losing someone close.

What did you have for lunch: I didn't have any lunch.

What do you have in your cup/bottle: i have a glass of lemonade.

What grade are you in: im 22. Im not in a grade.

What do you want to be: skinny.

What is your worst habit: i can get grouchy and irritable...but only if i'm provoked.

What time is it: 19:24

What is bothering you right now: The fact that some people who i thought are friends, aren't and it makes me wonder who i can trust.

What color is your room: Cream

What do you fear: Spiders, balloons and dying

What’s your bedroom like?: messy.

What’s the last thing you said?: I was singing. If that doesnt count, I said thank you and have a nice evening to the lady from T-mobile.

What’s the best thing that happend to you this year?: splitting from my ex, having my freedom back and moving home.

What’s you favorite feature in the opposite sex?: hmm...theres a few. A nice face is good. Smelling nice is also good, and having a good sense of humour

xo

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Sometimes i like how random life is....other times i really would like to know just what the hell is going on....

oh haai....

you're nice :)

xx

Christmas eve eve.

Probably the best one i've had.

I cooked a lovely tea for Me, Katters and Ruthie. nom.
Spoons for beer pong. It snowed. We all had a massive snowball fight.
Some things were less desireable to be honest, but what can you do.?! Nothing. Some things are totally out of your control. Unfortunately.
Some people will never change. Shame really.

It's Christmas eve. I'm working with Jenna tonight. 3pm- finish. If she wasn't there, i'd be bored out of my skull. wah.

Not even bought my presents yet. Left it slightly late i think.
Vogue perhaps after work. I'll see how i'm feeling.

1 sleep till Christmas day. I've no idea why I'm counting down. xo

Seriously

Don't lead me on pal. I won't stand for your shit.

Observation

People take me for granted.

C'est Fini

Finished work for Christmas today. So i'm hoping it snows tonight then tomorrow will be filled with snowy fun.
I'm really sleepy today. Think it's because the weekend has caught up with me....had a really good weekend. Was so good to see everyone.

I still can't get over how close it is to christmas, and how fast this years gone.!! Mental.!

blog. shower. film. bed.....?

SNOW

lot's of it.

everywhere.

I love it xx

Festive

I was so happy to wake up this morning to see everywhere covered in snow. Especially un-touched snow. It's so pretty.
Pretty gutted I had to work though. Wanted to go out in it so badly.! Last day at work and then christmas time, so hopefully more snow coming.
2 days until Christmas eve. It's come around super fast. Working at zest christmas eve. Just gotta think of the money.!
I love Christmas. It's such a shame it's turned into such a massive hype and an excuse for anyone to celebrate it.
Can't wait to have a lovely family day with everyone.

I can see 2010 being good, fingers crossed anyway. Got so much planned in my head, it's gonna be immense. Pretty Stoked.
I've set myself little targets because theres so much I want to acheive. Sounds dead geeky I know.!!

meow.

Not sure what i'd do without some people.!

" ...you might as well face it your addicted to love..."

So, day 2 of my new job. Seems to be going pretty well. Which is a plus. At least something is.!

I really can't wait for Christmas. It's such a shame that i'm not feeling very festive right now. Maybe when my house is decorated i'll feel more christmassy.?! I bloody hope so. Or else Christmas will be rubbish this year.
No boy to kiss under the mistletoe. Eugh. How depressing.

New year. I dont think any of us have much of a plan yet. I'm hoping it'll be good whatever though. As long as i'm with my mates i'm sure it'll be amazing.!!

Things don't seem amazing right now, but i know i'm 100 times happier than I was 6 months ago.

xxx

Alrite, Still

I think things are looking up  :)

You look nice.

This weekend was amazing. I had so much fun with my girlies. I really am so blessed to have friends as super as them :)

Really made me feel good :) made me realise that things are okay.!

Things are going to get better. I know it.

I've got lot's to look forward too:
My Birthday
Jedward
Fuck Bunker
Ruths Birthday
Christmas
NEW YEAR.!

and something i'm not looking forward too:

Bry leaving for Australia...but at the same time i'm so happy for her.! Shes going to love it and have the best time (and find a cute aussie hunk hehe)

New Year - New Start.

Uni, Job, Boy (hopefully), good things happening, with great people :)

xx

eugh.

Today I got ID'd for red bull...RED BULL.! Whats the crack with that.?! Apparently you have to be 16 to buy it. . . . an age which I apparently don't look older than.!! Fan-tas-tic.!

Had a bit of a weird day today. Got angry at something I shouldn't be bothrered about. Well, technically I'm not actually bothered, I think I just wanted something to moan about really. OVER IT ALREADY.!

Weekend should be fun :)

3 sleeps until Glasgow...well technically 2 now as it's so damn early on wednesday morning...well i think its wednesday...see, that's how tired I am.

Should be a good weekend.


Tonight. I'm smiling. Because of you :) xx

this makes me happy. . .

J' Adore

I love this outfit.

I really am the most retarded person when it comes to feelings.
I have no idea why I put myself in a position where I can just get knocked down over and over.
And I do it everytime.!

From now on, I'm keeping everything to myself. I will tell no-one how I feel. I'll tell no-one what i'm doing/thinking etc.
That way, i can't get hurt.

eugh.

4 sleeps. :) xx

Tonight I smiled for the first time in ages

This is it

Just watched 'This is it' and looooved it.!!

Michael Jackson is a god.!

When September ends. . .

Last night I watched 'The Septemeber Issue' for the first time.

It's amazing to see just what goes in behind the scenes at a top fashion magazine and how much effort is put into just one issue.

Anna Wintour really is the guru of all things fashion. She is one of the most powerful and influencial women in fashion today. It was weird seeing the designers bowing down to her. What she says goes.

I wasn't overally blown away by this film/documentary. I think it's been hyped a little too much. But it's definately worth a watch for anyone interested in fashion.

today

Today cheered me up a little. It's always nice to realise you have good friends when you need them.
(although blackburn was a somewhat less desirable location.!!)

I'm still feeling really low right now. But knowing there are people out there who genuinely care about you and will be there for you feels good.
Thank you Bry & Gray. Cheered me up today.

Blackburn = yucky.
Pizza hut = yummy. but i ate faaaar too much. Cheesy bites are not my forte.!
Journey home = eventful. I didnt realise there were so many wrong signposts in blackburn.

x

Still feel no better.

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losin it.

eyebrows

had my eyebrows threaded today in an attempt to feel beautiful and to make me feel better.

no luck.

it hurt quite a lot and I don't think I look any better. wah.

hurt.

end.

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Trip over love, you can get up.
Fall in love and you fall forever.

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hello

i would like to look like you.

i wear glasses.

I wear glasses for reading and being on the computer.

My eyes go funny sometimes.

But I would quite like some of those 'fashion' specs that are for people who are good at seeing but want to look cool.
I'm going to search on the internet for some. And think about buying some...if I can wait for them to be delivered. If not, i'm going to buy some in liverpool tomorrow.

geek chic.

today i mostly like....

these.

From lookbook.nu

inspired.

not long

it's nearly christmas.

do you think we'll have snow this year.?

ugh.

I can safely say that today has probably been the worst day of my life.
I won't go into un-necessary detail. However, i am distraught. How come life isn't easy. Suppose that would make life pretty boring. ah well.

I had a gingerbread latte in starbucks today (and a skinny blueberry muffin).
You know it's christmas time when starbucks sell gingerbread lattes and eggnog lattes.

Christmas isn't going to be the same this year .x.

Irving Penn

RIP.


http://www.nytimes.com/2009/10/08/arts/design/08penn.html

Disney gave me unrealistic expectations about love

nom nom nom.

MY september issue

Well my aim was to eat healhier today.
Not worked. All i've eaten so far today is porridge for breaskfast. So much for putting my plan into action. I wanted to eat better - not stop eating all together.!!

Excited: for the septmber issue in cinemas.!!!

I'm in love.....

.....with the Marc Jacobs A/W 2009 bag collection. Not just one, or even two...ALL of the bags. They are totally gorgeous and If I could, I would have every single one of them.

Si tu pisses partout t'es pas Chanel du tout

I vow to myself nearly everyday to do this, do that, eat better, exercise, do things I love more etc. But it always never seems to stick.

It always looks better in black and white, on paper, but never in reality.

Recently i just seem to be eating for the sake of it. Because i'm bored. I know plenty of people that do this, but when it's you partaking in this explicit act of greed - it always seems a million times worse.
I've bought numerous diet books or read up on so called miracle cures for losing weight and toning up - and i can never seem to find the energy or enthusiasm to actually stick to at least one of them.
It's just typical of us girls to moan about weight or how we look etc, and I for one am terrible for doing this.
I'll look at myself in the mirror and feel dissapointed in myself, which I know is silly, but it's a girl thing to do.

So as of tomorrow - new diet starts. I hope. I'm determined to stick to it (and not merely to get thinner, but to stay healthy too)

Right now though, just the thought of salad is putting me off. I'd much rather be eating a big fat tub of Ben & Jerrys and watching some chick flick on the tv.

I don't suppose the media helps girls views on weight. One minute a celebrity is too fat or chunky, and then the next, their too skinny. You just can't win. So i'm not doing this for anyone but myself. Call it re-assurance and a self-esteem boost.

At least when i'm at work my attention is taken away from feeling hungry and driven more towards the fact that I need to sell lot's of pairs of denim.

......although a bar of chocolate would go down a treat now.!!






Pissing everywhere isn't very Chanel - Karl Lagerfeld

Today...

has dragged somewhat. I have no idea why, it just feels like the longest day in a while. Had to watch a dvd at work this morning about 'Diesel'. At first I was worried i'd find it boring, but i actually really enjoyed it and learnt quite a lot.

Since starting my blog, i've found myself watching people on the streets of Manchester like a hawk. Seeing what everyones wearing and how their wearing it.


I'm excited for SATC2 - especially seeing all the photos coming out......

Oui Oui Paris.!

A weekend here right now would be heaven.

Poly

Right well, as everyone seems to be obsessed with Natasha Poly at the moment, I thought i'd take a look at her and see what all the fuss is about. . .


and yeah, shes pretty stunning. What I love about her, is how different she looks in each pose, outfit, photograph. Some models can just look the same a lot of the time (which is why I can't stand kate moss) but Natasha doesn't. She really stands out.

best dressed 2009

i totally agree with cheryl cole being named best dressed of 2009. I love her style and how glam she looks, even when dressed down. I think she always looks stunning (very jealous) and she knows how to pull off any outfit and make it her own.




I also love her new hair colour. Plum is definately the way forward this autumn and I think it suits her so much.

Trend: Fierce Fashion

A/W 09 Julien McDonald




A/W 09 Balmain




A/W 09 Emanuel Ungaro



A/W 09 Gucci

just because...

source: Stella McCartney A/W 09 ad campaign

J'adore

source: H&M A/W 09 ad campaign

These are literally my favourite things at the moment. And as soon as I get paid, i'm buying these leggings. I just think they are stunning.

simples

source: olsens anonymous




I don't normally like the olsen twins. I don't particularly think that their style and fashion is anything spectacular. I know a lot of people admire their fashion sense and think that mary-kate and ashley are gorgeous. Unfortunately I'm not really one of those people. However, I just think that this outfit is so simple yet so perfect too. The vest, the jeans, the incredibly gorgeous shoes, just tee it off.

Frenching.

If someone would be so kind as. . .

to buy me these. I would be happy. More than happy actually...

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Beautiful Balmain.

iro

www.iro.fr
Taken from Knightcat




I adore these outfits. My favourites are the 1st one and the last one. And they NEED to be part of my A/W wardrobe.

Mademoiselle

these images are from lookbook. I love these outfits no end. Especially the last one, with the sequin jacket. Need to go vintage.